by Baba Rumcake
Dear Rumcake,
Sameness is my comfort zone and dare I not step out of my shell. God forbid if I explore new things.
I stress when driving and get lost. I hate going to new and unfamiliar places trying to find my way looking or coming across as klutzy or dumb so I won’t take chances.
Do you feel awkward in new place trying to get your bearings, fearing that losers are judging you?
Seeking Solace in Saratoga [Read more…] about Are Losers Judging Me?
by Sonia Rumzi
Now, I am not so much into the green thing when it comes to books. I may have books on Kindle but reading them on Kindle, well not so much.
Back to my point. So, if you are reading a book (and I will not mention said book) and you get to page 86 and you still did not get into the meat of it, then something is really screwy in this equation. Here is a waste of several pages that could have saved a tree.
Now, you try and stick to it since you are, after all, in the first pages of this mystery. Nothing so far has really happened and you are anticipating lots from the reviews and the hype. Still nothing.
When 300 pages into it, it starts to get a little better, you wrinkle your nose in disgust.
And here comes my Green Week suggestion. What if we all stopped this insatiable need to devour books in the raw and just buy online writing or even join the library. Would that be an acceptable solution to you all?
After all, if more than 80% of this book (which was made into a movie, by the by) is not getting you into the place where you cannot tear yourself away from it, what is the point?
You can put up with 20% of blah blah blah blah blah, but 80% is carrying the line too far where it is borderline garbage. You expect a mystery to grab you and not let you go. Not drag you along kicking and screaming.
If you think my idea of a library card or even online reading is valid, let me know. After all, we all have opinions like we have …… and they all stink.
by Sonia Rumzi
“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.”
— Elbert Hubbard
Every one of us tries to keep a measure of their real self private. Honesty is the best policy and all. Yet, is it possible to be so candid about yourself that you keep nothing back? Maybe, but not likely.
Experience has shown me that opening up, creates a serious mistrust. As a teenager, I was painfully open about myself and my wayward ways. In response I got shunned and banned from many activities with friends. They would not dream of behaving the same way. “Friends” passed judgment, and quickly.
It created a level of mistrust, causing hurdles, I could not overcome. If I was so free with damaging information about myself, then probably, would not be able to keep a secret, about them. Thus, in being so open, caused the opposite effect, creating skepticism and distancing from the very person, I cared for.
A story was retold in prayer group, where they, “prayed for my soul” in sordid details. Appalling as it may seem, in the end, I learned, that if I did not want something broadcast, then keep it to myself.
No need to hold other people to a standard, that I did not hold for myself. If it was that shocking, then keep it to myself. Spreading rumors, even if true is an evil pastime, often done with no malice.
But, then it happens, that one person will be there for you, all the time, no matter what they’ve seen you do. They are with you when you mess up badly and are in need of someone before you fall; and they are the pillar that does, hold you up. You have a friend.
When it happens, that we meet that one person, who never shirks us, never closes the door on us when they find out who we truly are, it is a miracle. Most of the time it is the partner we live with, since they know us best.
We can be many things for a while, but ourselves all the time, long term. It is impossible to act all through a lifetime relationship, like marriage, when the chips are down, and the masquerade of attraction is over.
And when that person who knows you that well, knows all your faults and your ickiness, still looks at you with love, you know that you have reached that wonderful state, we call friendship.
by Baba Rumcake
Dear Baba Rumcake,
I just want to be cool. I mean really cool.
Like, just look f***ing cool, say cool s**t, have people think I’m cool, to be flat out cool.
Style, taste, detached cool vibe…
But I’m not. What should I do?
UnCool in Utah
Dear UnCool,
I am not sure what the definition of cool is in your world. Where you come from, do your loser people find you uncool also. Did it take you long to get to earth? Welcome!
If you mean by cool, like James Dean, oh, sorry you probably don’t even know, who James Dean is. Let’s try again! If you want to be cool like LJCool or some rapper person, go for it. Dress up and be phat. Do your thing and be funky.
Waste some time looking at magazines, finding that look that you want. Then, go out and waste money on the look that will make you feel cool. Be like Eminem or Lil Wayne. Cool indeed! Like Justin Bieber!
On the other hand, one is either cool or not. I am not sure that this approach or any approach will make you awesome, the way you mean. It’s alright to be a loser if you know that you are not hip. Cool is a state of mind. No amount of dress will make you un-geeky. You will only look like a pillock.
Cool is an attitude! By thinking that there is a way to behave, you are already losing the battle. Cool is inside. Cool is the knowledge that you know who you are, inside.
You sound to me like you want to be anyone but yourself. You have this silly image of coolness, and you want to force feed yourself that persona.
Maybe when they come, in the ship, to take you back home, you can get over this obsession with coolness and be your weird self.
God bless on your silly obsession,
Baba Rumcake
by Sonia Rumzi
Yes, today is another strange day, so kindly, wave at your neighbor. Not that way, even if you are mad, just use all your fingers.
Hand gestures have been a form of communication since man was on this earth. Without speech, we used hand gestures. Even with speech we still use our hands. Here are some ways that are good and some not so good ways to use your hands, but not today. Keep it for another day. Behave!